Hi Jordie, so very sad today. Whitney Houston died yesterday and I can't believe the cruel things being said. Many of it coming from family members. Makes me wonder what they really thought of your death. So many of them had dealt with the same demons but somehow were able to conquer them. Or at least that's what they want people to think. I cannot believe how cruel some family members are. They will never, ever understand the depth of my pain. There are so many days that I'm not sure I'll make it thru.Today is one of those days. The pain is so bad today, I just want to be with you!!!! Days like today I realize how all alone I really am. I miss you so much I can't stand it. I really thought I could turn to family members but not possible. I should "get over it" according to most of them. They should be thankful they don't walk in my shoes each day. I don't know how many of them would still be standing. You should always be able to count on your family or so I mistakenly thought. I won't ever make that mistake again. I will deal with this alone as I have until the day I return 'HOME" to be with you.
I love you and miss you so much, MOM
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| MOM | TOUGH DAY | February 12, 2012 |
| Cathy Giraud~Mom of David | ~Always in my heart~ | January 18, 2012 |
~THINKING OF HANDSOME JORDAN, TODAY AND EVERY DAY...ONE DAY WE'LL ALL BE TOGETHER, HAPPY AND FULL OF JOY, AS WE HOLD ARE LOVED ONES AGAIN, NEVER HAVING TO SAY GOODBYE....
"GOODBYE IS NOT FOREVER, GOODBYE IS NOT THE END, IT SIMPLY MEANS, "I'LL MISS YOU, UNTIL WE'RE TOGETHER AGAIN"
LOVE AND HUGS,
CATHY~DAVID'S MOM
"GOODBYE IS NOT FOREVER, GOODBYE IS NOT THE END, IT SIMPLY MEANS, "I'LL MISS YOU, UNTIL WE'RE TOGETHER AGAIN"
LOVE AND HUGS,
CATHY~DAVID'S MOM
| Colleen ~ Patrick Carroll | Hugs! | January 16, 2012 |
| Colleen ~ Patrick Carroll | Hugs on your Angelversary Jordan | January 16, 2012 |
| Colleen ~ Patrick Carroll | Happy New Year! | January 1, 2012 |
| Margaret Buonpane | Merry Christmas! | December 23, 2011 |
| cindi dana regans mom | thinkin about you at Christmas<3 | December 22, 2011 |
| Colleen ~ Patrick Carroll | Merry Christmas! | December 21, 2011 |
| Mom | Missing You!! | December 17, 2011 |
Hi Son, thank you so much for all the signs you have sent this week. They are greatly appreciated. I miss you so much. There are days I'm not sure I'll make it thru. My heart aches so badly. X'mas is the worst. Everyone is so happy. I try to smile and be happy but it is soo hard. I smile and act happy but inside I'm miserable and sad. People just don't get it. It's almost 9 yrs. and the pain is as real today as it was then. My heart will never feel the same.
Getting signs from you have helped ease my heart a bit. Things are happening here that no one can explain. Clocks singing when batteries are dead. The police called and wanted to know if everything was okay. We told them we didn't call, but we thought L'il Jordan was playing with the phone. So, we put both phones on th coffee table in front of us. Well, the police called again and said someone called. We assured them we didn't and the phones were in front of us. Very strange. The lights went off the other night for less than a minute, then the fire alarm in the building went off for less than a minute as well. I know it's you letting me know you are still watching over us and letting me know you are always near. It's just so hard without you. I'm having a hard time getting to the cemetary to visit. The arthritis is bad on many days and it's difficult to walk. It hurts and angers me that no one will visit to bring a tree and decorations for you and Nana. But then again, out of site out of mind. It doesn't affect them as it does me. After all you are my son, not theirs. I love you and miss you beyond words. One day I will come HOME to you and Nana and what a glorious day that will be. Love you forever, MOM
Getting signs from you have helped ease my heart a bit. Things are happening here that no one can explain. Clocks singing when batteries are dead. The police called and wanted to know if everything was okay. We told them we didn't call, but we thought L'il Jordan was playing with the phone. So, we put both phones on th coffee table in front of us. Well, the police called again and said someone called. We assured them we didn't and the phones were in front of us. Very strange. The lights went off the other night for less than a minute, then the fire alarm in the building went off for less than a minute as well. I know it's you letting me know you are still watching over us and letting me know you are always near. It's just so hard without you. I'm having a hard time getting to the cemetary to visit. The arthritis is bad on many days and it's difficult to walk. It hurts and angers me that no one will visit to bring a tree and decorations for you and Nana. But then again, out of site out of mind. It doesn't affect them as it does me. After all you are my son, not theirs. I love you and miss you beyond words. One day I will come HOME to you and Nana and what a glorious day that will be. Love you forever, MOM
| Margaret Buonpane | Happy Thanksgiving! | November 23, 2011 |
| Colleen ~ Patrick Carroll | Happy Thanksgiving! | November 22, 2011 |
| Colleen ~ Patrick Carroll | Happy Halloween! | October 30, 2011 |
| Colleen ~ Patrick Carroll | Angel Blessings! | September 25, 2011 |
| Colleen Carroll | Thanks for celebrating Patrick's B'day! | September 6, 2011 |
| Colleen Carroll | Hugs! | August 20, 2011 |
| Mom | SO SAD | August 19, 2011 |
Hey Baby, tough night. Just found out your good friend Joey is getting married tomorrow. So very happy that he is doing well and very excited for him, but my heart is broken all over again. So many reminders of things you'll never do.You will never get married or have a child. These are things your friends and cousins are all doing now and you never will. I miss you so much, this pain just never ends. Some days are just so bad. Tears keep coming. I guess I should expect these things but it's so hard when it does. Why a mother has to lose her child I'll never understand. It's just not right. I love you and miss you more than I could ever explain here. Love MOM
| cindi dana regans mom | always in my heart Jordan<3 | August 14, 2011 |
| Colleen ~ Patrick Carroll | Heaven's Side | July 13, 2011 |
| LostMom to Patrick Barbosa | HAPPY 4th OF JULY FROM MY ANGEL PATRICK | July 4, 2011 |
GOD BLESS YOU!
| Margaret Buonpane | Happy July 4th!!! | July 1, 2011 |
| Christina Frayne | hugs toheaven | June 11, 2011 |
| Colleen ~ Patrick Carroll | Happy Birthday Jordan | June 9, 2011 |
| LostMom to Patrick Barbosa | IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY ANGEL PATRICK | June 6, 2011 |
MEMORIES
Life stands still and aches with memories.
Memories that aches so deeply of a precious life cut too short.
My son Patrick who left me behind to grieve
a loss that has no words, no definition,
no explanation, no concept.
I am left only with sorrowful feelings that linger deep
within my wounded soul reminding me to hold on to those
bittersweet memories.
These memories which came from a life that I love
so dearly and treasure.
God, help me to keep those powerful memories
because today I cherish them more than my own existence,
for it is my memories of my son Patrick, who is my life and
my light until the end.
Dedicated to my son Patrick Christian Barbosa
| Colleen ~ Patrick Carroll | Happy Birthday Jordan | June 6, 2011 |
| Colleen ~ Patrick Carroll | Memorial Day Blessings! | May 30, 2011 |
| Margaret Buonpane | Happy Memorial Day! | May 29, 2011 |
| LostMom to Patrick Barbosa | HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY FROM MY FAMILY TO YOURS | May 8, 2011 |
| Colleen Carroll | Happy Mother's Day! | May 6, 2011 |
| Colleen Carroll | Hugs! | May 5, 2011 |
| LostMom to Patrick Barbosa | THINKING OF YOU ON EASTER | April 24, 2011 |
FROM MY FAMILY TO YOUR FAMILY
Peace, LostMom to Patrick Barbosa
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